Jul 20, 2019
06/07/2019 this is the day i was so broken with my janu. whole day almost i was crying then evening i ask my cousin where is kute ex number. then she send to me. then it was magic mj and i talked for how many hours that night. i don't know whats with mj i have feeling she need me. she is nice based on my cousin info maybe i fell in love with her without seeing her or met her first. mj came in ajman 08/07/2019 i thought she will not able to come but she did it. i was nervous that time when i pick up her in sharjah bus station. the first time i saw her i felt comfortable. we went to my office and some villas i need to check she have lot of patience.. evening she bought etisalat sim which made me decide she is the one i have waited. she ate dinner @instagrill with bisoy and mommy.. then late evening we had videoke time she sang then its time to go sleep. i told her if she is not comfortable sleep beside me i will sleep bisoy room then replies " its okay wala kanaman gagawin masama sakin :)" then i was so shy because my blanket still wet i barrowed mommy blanket which is thin my room was sa cold. 2am in the morning i saw mj feeling cold i ask her your "nilalamig ka? she said yes and i replied payakap then she replied its okay... then kwentuhan kami until 5am while hugging her..that was magical day and night for mer..the is history..next blog
Posted at 12:58 am by omjels
Jun 25, 2017
lumipas ang mga araw may mga bagay ng nakasanayan na dapat ng e-hinto. nagmahal ka at nasaktan. pero hindi ibig sabihin hihinto ang ikot ng mundo. minsan kailangan tanggapin ang mga bagay bagay na nagdaraan sa buhay masaya man o malungkot. dahil dito tayo natututo. madadapa at babangon patungo sa kinabukasan.
Posted at 12:11 am by omjels
Jun 22, 2017
akala ko kaya ko siya mawala. akala ko kaya ko araw araw hindi siya maisip. akala ko kaya ko mabuhay ng mag isa. akala ko kaya ko kalimutan siya. akala ko kaya ko ngumiti tulad ng dati. akala ko kaya ko maging malakas. akala ko kaya ko iwasan siya. akala ko kaya ko hindi na umiyak. pero paglipas ng mga araw mahirap magpanggap na akala mo kaya mo ang totoo ay mahina ka at hindi mo kayang wala siya sa buhay mo..
Posted at 12:04 am by omjels
Apr 27, 2017
break up which i am avoiding but you cant hold people decission neither actions. i thought she will be my forever i just woke up one day everthing has gone. but this time i make sure it wont happened the last time break up. here is the story.. mitch and i were together for almost five years but something comes in our relationship ended up 2009 i felt miserable before i dont drink alcohol even my friends are drinker but i became alcoholic for how many months. i was at the stage of ruin my life after her i dated so many girls but mitch still owned my heart. i was at the point of i am hurting other people because of my actions. then one day my mom and my brother spoke to me asking " what happened to you?" then i cried, said mitch and i are end. then my brother said dont make your life miserable its not your fault if she found another time will come she will realized you importance and one thing instead your wasting your time do some good deeds, serve god and he will make you relieve all your pains. i served then time flies wounds are healed, blessings came i felt i can do anything god is my backup. i got my first job a position which i never expected. imagine i am a boss with 700 employees. first i doubt myself if i can do my job its a big responsibilities but i said god is with me i can do it. i realized put first god for all because god love you uncondionally everyone will leave you but god always at your side.
Posted at 08:53 pm by omjels
Apr 15, 2017
sometimes we need to pretend that were okay but reality talks were not. without closure from past relationship is like you lost one piece of puzzle. many doubts and if's. during moving on period you will met special person which will make you feel complete. no more doubts and if's. comparison from past and present its a normal but make sure no more rewind. ending a relationship is a process but make sure you will learned from it.
Posted at 05:32 am by omjels
namimiss ko na ang pinas :'(
why i have this feeling incomplete? dapat nga thankful ako. kasi i have work which ok naman lalo na mga boss ko then happy family ko also i have more than 5 yrs relationship but still some part of me is missing..
Posted at 05:28 am by omjels
Jun 13, 2016
more than a year na pala akong hindi nagpo post sa blog ko..
i just came from vacation. actually i enjoyed a lot my vacation than last 2014...ansaya we go lot of places.. take note ah wala akong mga pictures..sabi nga nila bakit wala kang pics sa bakasyon mo..i replied i rather pictures in my memories..masaya ako kasi napasaya ko mga magulang then mga pamangkin ko rin...alam mo yung feeling na masaya ka pero d mo alam bakit...bitin nga yung leave ko...
nung pagdating ko ng pinas i felt i want to go back in dubai..kasi parang hindi ako sanay...then mga after 2 weeks parang ayoko nang bumalik ng dubai..kaso my job is in dubai and my love...during the day na paalis nako going back to dubai.. sobrang lungkot ko na parang ambigat umalis..then nung nasa boarding nako umiiyak ako..shocks its my first time to cry na paalis nako..first time ako na homesick for five years...alam mo yung feeling na natatakot ka umalis kasi baka sa pagbalik mo maraming magbago..hindi ko alam pero ganun ang pakiramdam ko...i texted jean..sb ko naiiyak ako malungkot ngayon ko lang naramdaman..yun pala same feeling lang kame..sabi niya paguwi niya ng bahay pagpasok sa kwarto baka mapaiyak siya then nag message siya tama umiyak siya...isa pa ha yung pamangkin ko sabi niya ayaw niya daw matulog sa kwarto kasi sad siya....hahhaha..then i realized uuyy may maganda rin pala ako nagawa to remind that they miss me..hahahaha
Posted at 06:44 am by omjels
Apr 30, 2015
hindi ko alam bakit ako malungkot. sabi ni jane bakit ka malungkot dapat yung problema ng iba hindi na ikaw ang nag iisip ng solution. sabi ko nga kay jane minsan naisip ko parang mas maganda pang maging masama kasi wala kang iisipin ibang tao kundi sarili mo kaso hindi ko kaya ata yun.nag message ako kay ann sabi ko sad ako hindi ko alam bakit. she called me asked me ano problema ko kinabahan daw siya. sabi d ko rin alam bakit. nasa point naba akong pagod sa buhay? panginoon tulungan niyo po ako. ako po ay gabayan ng iyong banal na espirito. maraming salamat po panginoon
Posted at 05:24 am by omjels
Mar 31, 2015
my gf attitude
*matigas ang ulo
*pamag mahal sa pamilya
at higit sa lahat mahal na mahal ako.
ako na pinaka maswerteng nilalang dahil ako pinili niyang mahalin.
ramdam ko secured ako sakanya which i never felt in my entire relationship
Posted at 07:40 am by omjels
kalambat kunarin ali mag post..
lately meging busy ku...
ayni na umpisan kune talambuhay ku..
simula dinatang la d kuya charlie i never talk to my mom..kasi megtampo ya kaku ketang biru ku which e jill and jomer naman meka isip akumu meg deliver.kaso ako mepahanamk..hahahha..pero ngeni okay nakami maku..akala da lagi ku okay kasi panakit da kaku masaya but deeper ali..buti namu atyu ya e inday to comfort me..makananu nakumu nung alaya.ngeni atyu la kish d kuya charl and ate weng akumu ata mag worry karela ot balamu deng abe ku alaman karela..sana ok la karin then will start nala kabalik keni..
Posted at 07:23 am by omjels